inquisitive.as usual, loads to say but i cant find the words. Getting kind of sick from everything, once again, feels like running. Honestly. it would be way better if we were all living in our own world. No worries no crap. Tsk. Becoming anti social, or isit becoming sick of the crap others give me? Goes off wondering how some ppl act so ridiculously, but i realli have to accept them for who they are. Afterall, they're still an individual, just like me. What rights have i got to judge them? Who am i? We are, afterall, of same status isnt that so? And, not being able to accept others acts, what makes me think that others are able to accept mine then? The way we wish for others to be just like us. But then again, whats the point of being surrounding by so many duplications of us? Wonders if im the onli person feeling so weirdly, budden again, everyone's brain works differently. I guess no one else feels exactly the same like me. How isit possible? If they do, then they'd be me too.U noe, when i was young, i always wondered. Things i remember. Are they just a memory, have they realli happened? I mean. Isnt it strange. Now here i am typing, but yet, i might recollect this scene 10yrs later, feeling doubtful if i've ever done so. This feeling's realli strange i dunno why. Always wondered this question. I dun realli noe how to phrase it, i'll admit this. Like. I can still rmb all the times and stuff i've done when i was young. But im not sure if i've realli been thr, coz the time's already gone. Gahh ok enuf bout this topic. Im confusing myself and entering the mumbling state woohooo
and it always seems as though the past was better. Why isit so? Everchanging, time realli just makes things worst. Makes u older, makes ur friends drift further, makes ur workload bigger. Hais. Realli wanna jump into the pool and swim. Swimming always has this relaxing effect on me. Totally makes me forget bout troubles coz im always too busy focusing on me breathing or if water has gone into my ear or if i'll drown lol. days ahead are already too faraway. sometimes i'd feel, like im the onli one in this. Whatever happened?