Ashamed of my acts, i'm embarrassed of myself. Guilt prickin through the heart, i cant stand lookin u in the face. Avoidance, yet interpreted as non chalance, i dun give a damn. I simply simply cant face u anymore, with all i've done. U'd probably dun remember anymore though.
Finally gotten back to the almost normal active social mode. Just awhile more i guess. Seems like the older u get the more u discover bout the ugly sides of people. Well if so then its just a thing i have to live with . No doubt i dont like it and i cant stand it. But what can we do? Life isnt a bed of roses; there's just simply so many things that doesnt go our way. We either take it and move on or stay at one stage stubbornly. Wise men takes the former, fools stick with the latter. I'm wise then, i'd take it and move on.
So no matter how disgusted i am by certain acts of people im still gonna act like its normal and whatever not . ughhhhh hard!
But who am i to judge actions of people, anyway, i was wondering, its like. i'm the same status as them i'm a human too! i belong to 'the people' so what gives me the right to judge them and speak bout how disgusted and how i hate things they do at times ? Well i've no answer to that but im pretty sure im entitled to speak freely of my feelings on my blog . SMILES
im tired ttm or mayb not. I just miss my bed. Ok anyway, there's still rifle comp briefing tmr @ presbyterian high in somewhere called yio chu kang. I think i spelt the skul wrongly but then again, i dun study there. What do u expect?! The thing is, im so gonna murder somebody if i realise that the briefing is the exact same thing as last yr RAR. That'd be super super duper ultra WTF. Cos it means i woke up at an ungodly hour of 7.45am on saturday just to train all the way to y.c.k and realise I KNOW IT ALREADY. damn. But i doubt that would happen cos i've already forgotten most of the stuff . OH WELL.